Short Story: New Year

Short Story: New Year

they say as one year ends a new on begins. but inr eality, a new beggining isnt as great as it sounds. a new year brings new problems, new worries, new stress, new heart break, new sorrow.
School starts up again, right after you have a nice winter break. the work becomes overwhelming, andyou've only been back a few days. you pray to god tat you'll die that night. peacefully. while your sleeping. that way you don't feel any pain. and you won't ahve to face tomarrow. your mind is unstable, even when it comes to simple choices and opinions. your bodies aces from cuts and bruises you've inflicted upon yourself. your stupid. your ignorant. your a horrible friends. a horrible daughter. a horrible sister. a horrrible girlfriends. and all together, a horrible person. and you hate yourself for that. no matter how hard your try to be a better student, to be a better person, its not hard enough, and you don't have the energy to try any harder. you can feel your grades slipping. you feel alone in the world. the new year didnt change anything. if anything it made it worse. the saddness and depression overcomes you. all you can do is hope you die and leave this world forever. a new year doesnt bring new begginings. its just an end. and end to your life forever.